A jihad against Ex girlfriend

Ex girlfriend

I was going out with this girl for about 9 or 10 months.
We go to this day club every friday for a dance.
Most of the people there happen to be druggos.
One of them is my good mate even though he smokes ice.
I went for a drive with him while he had a smoke and he offered me some but I refuse (as always) because I know exactly what it does to you and don't ever want to go there again (haven't smoked in 2 years).
Anyway.
I come back from this drive with my good mate and everyone knows him and his habits and instantly thinks I'm on ice.
I act a bit weird and more happy than usual which doesn't help, why was I acting like that? Because she sent a message to me asking where I was even though we had been broken up for a month, which I thought was funny because it's really none of her business but I told her anyway.
So basically she thinks im on ice, tries to kiss me to taste if i was on it or not but i refuse because we're not together and i'm sick of her fucking my feelings around with affection.
so there's one thing.
oh by the way she was on drugs anyway and i was sober the entire night because i fucking LIKE being sober. i like the clarity.
anyway.
later on her friend who I have never met and never spoken to said to her that I had called her a whore because she went for a walk with her guy friend.
first of all i never said it.
second of all i dont care about her guy friend.
third of all i didnt even fucking SEE her go on a walk so what walk could i even be talking about?
so basically she ALSO beleived that and didnt listen to me when I said it wasnt true.

this made me fucking angry.
i recognise when im angry so i tried to walk off to blow off steam and get away for a bit.

but she followed me
and pushed my emotions.
she called me a cunt as i was walking away.
then told me i was fucking my life away.
then she said that the person who spread the rumour was my close friend (which it wasnt, i dont even fucking know the person at all, i didnt even see them or sit near them on the night)
and i have this problem where when something doesnt make sense i lose it until it makes sense again.
knowing this, i ask her who said it.
she didnt tell me even though i asked her so many fucking times.
so i decide if she's not going to tell me im going to walk off.
i tried to walk off but she said "you're just fucking your life away" because she thought i was doing ice.

at this point i picked up a chair and lifted it over her head and screamed "WHO THE FUCK SAID IT?" again
i had no intention to hit her. i was just angry.
i put the chair down and walked off. she didnt say anything.
then i left for home.
and now she's been staying at her mates place.
and her mate happens to like her.
and she's put stuff on facebook saying "[ex-gf's name] loves you long time" and the guys house that she's at pressed the "like" button on it
which makes me even more fucking angry

i JUST FUCKING WISH SHE WOULD REALISE WHAT SHE DID AND REALISE SHE WAS FUCKING WRONG
SHE KNOWS HOW I AM WITH ANGER
YET SHE FUCKING PUSHED AND PUSHED
AND I ONLY DID WHAT I DID BECAUSE SHE MADE ME FUCKING ANGRY
I NEVER EVEN TOUCHED HER
SHE"S DONE SO MUCH WRONG TO ME BUT I AM PATIENT AND PUT UP WITH THE SHIT
fuckit
you know what
she's just a fucking bulimic psychobitch

jihad on that stupid woman!
Declared by Not telling on Tuesday, March 31, 2009