A jihad against More ramblings

More ramblings

Ummm...now to boys. Dont really have a problem. When it comes to boys, I just cant make up my mind!!! If I am to settle down with someone, I think I can be loyal to them for the rest of my life. I think. Probably because I wont be bothered to find someone else. Im scared that Ill end up dating someone and then find someone I like alot more....then what do you do? Right now, I love my ex. Miss him to bits. And if I am to settle down with him, I can see myself being loyal to him. But during my last degree, I liked this one guy for two to three years. Thats probably one of the reasons why I did so well....for him to notice me! If I start another degree, I probably am going to bump into him. Then, I think the confusion is going to start. I really liked him alot alot. Never had to balls to do anything about it. But for two to three years.... Having said that, I never want to hurt my ex again. ARGH! I love him to bits! Definately wasnt ready for a relationship and im not too sure if i am. Going to let life just take its course.... If it was meant to be, it will be. Eh?
Declared by wrwer on Saturday, July 9, 2011