A jihad against Every negative influence in my life

Every negative influence in my life

**THIS MIGHT CONTAIN ABUSIVE LANGUAGE** Okay to be honest, my entire life is fucked up right now, my friends are fake, tell me that they won't study but they do and me, the great loyal innocent me, believes them and helps them by not studying and they end up getting great marks and me getting failed.So basically since I befriended this girl 6 years ago, my grades have become gross, i was a class topper before that, and i totally regret the decision of befriending her. Actually I basically regret my entire existence. Yes, i seem like the basic teenager full of hatred for life and humans, and self hatred and always grudging and complaining, but this is adolescence, hormones are ruling over us, and thats the time when every sensible human/teen looks for someone's motivation and support, and that basically comes from your parents (for most of us), but in my case, A BIG NOPE. I have had the worst parent-child relationship with my parents ever, a really toxic relationship, my mom a basic retard, dad always supporting mom but no body there for me. Wow. My mom attacked me physically and mentally and emotionally and every -ally- you can find if you know what I mean because you aint willy wonka, bet you wont get that one too, but whatever. My crush, doesn't like me back bc of all the hot girls in my school, i'm ugly, with joint eyebrows and a wideee toothgap, and im totally ugly, hair sticky, realllllyyy hairy. I mean I dont even look like a 17 year old. Parents always screaming, no real friend, always crying, being hated, being cheated, I AM HONESTLY DONE. FUCK EVERYONE WHO RUINED MY LIFE TILL NOW.I JUST NEEDED AN OUTBURST. Thanks
Declared by A fucked up 17 year old on Tuesday, January 31, 2017